:: Am I Wrong? ::

this whole week was a disaster to me.
i've been in a fight with my other half and its totally messy. i wouldn't say that I'm 100% right, but I'm not 100% wrong either. so here goes my story.

well, why not let me just start with introducing myself.

im xara, im 25years old, been in a crucial relationship with a woman almost for 3 years.
yes. a total massive 3 years. there's so many things happen within that 3 years time and i don't think i can list it all down. there's just to many so I'll tell you once I go along.

so let me just tell you about what happen to me today. after a long week of fighting, i decided to make up with my other half. since we fought quite badly, i think its about time we had a good meal/buka puasa together since tomorrow im going to go back to my hometown to celebrate Raya.

She came to the place, and we went to the Anime Game Convention which I'm so dying to go. Everything was perfect. Then I decided to have our dinner in a fancy Japs restaurant which I'm going to pay for everything. I am not a rich dude, but for the sake of saving the 3 years of relationship I told her that the bill is on me. So she agreed.

When we got our table, I started to ordered food and stuff. Then the food arrived and we ate. When we're done, I said; "I want to see how much the damage will caused."

Guys, I don't know whether if its wrong to said that! My tone wasn't high or sounds like I'm whining. I was joking around with my signature, flat tone. My other half, immediately snaps. She thought I was being calculative and not sincere in treating her the dinner. She got angry, start talking to me in a very irriating tone and start questioning my sincerity. She also said I can't even say that line- "How much the damage caused." eventhough I told her so many times it was a joke and it was actually meant for myself.

She is retarded, ain't she? Can't even differentiate a joke with real meanie line.
What's more sad to know is, she don't even bother that I'm trying to make her happy again.
Am I sucha loser?