:: Another Year ::

(Pic: Pac-Man in action.. LOL, look at the Darth Vader guy knocking the poor thing... CF2007 LVL 6, Berjaya Times Square)

Another year is passing me by. Cute guys around me but I cant really respond. I feel scared. My old scars are burning everytime I think of a relationship. Not even Jae Joong or Daniel Henney can help me. It just this bizarre feeling I had. I just have to think how make things right again.

Living live alone in a city that you're unsure of is very nasty. I dont have must friends. I dont have must time to spend with friends. It's pretty uncommon problem but it happen to me. I'm too busy with my own world. Just realized that this Christmas I will turn exactly 24. I'm getting older. Time is moving. Nothing changed. Nanimo kawanai. Chotto mitte kangaetetta. Do shiyou ka? What should I do now. Settled down, as my father said. But how? Told you, not even Jae Joong can help me. Ah, kamisama.. tasukete kureru..

I missed my family. I wanna go home. But I cant. I drifted too far. I have a career now in KL, hell I'm the one who choose to be here at first place, didnt I?

And next year resolution for me is, to make myself and my fams proud. Dunno how, but will do. Married? Naaaahhh... another light year. So too bad lah Mr. F and Mr. A... not now, just not yet. SM Ent. contract? J-Tune? One In A Million? LOL not that kind of dream too, too old to be an idol..... we'll see lah then.....